Nov 30, 2011

SPINNING

I AM HERE RIGHT NOW.

Nov 21, 2011

kaleidescope love

totally digging this videos & songs right now


Oct 24, 2011

i am stardust

sometimes i miss something i never even had.
the time is just floating by, taking away more of my life with it.
i want to say 'i miss you', but i don't know you.
were you my other life?
the life that wandered away.
into the stars, chancing upon someone else.
maybe it's my old life, creeping in to say hi.
it's ok, cause in the end i'm just stardust.

Oct 15, 2011

10-15-2011

#OccupyLA #OccupyWallStreet #OccupyTogether
"You are a snowflake"

Oct 9, 2011

da REVOLUTION

it's beginning....

Slovenian philosopher Slavoj Žižek addressed demonstrators Sunday at Zuccotti Park. "They tell you are we are dreamers. The true dreamers are those who think things can go on indefinitely the way they are. We are not dreamers," Žižek says. "We are the awakening, from a dream which is turning into a nightmare. We are not destroying anything. We are only witnessing how the system is destroying itself." 

Sep 29, 2011

Melancholia & Her World of Wonders

There once was a little girl named Melancholia. Her parents named her after sadness because unlike other little girls her heart was too fragile and she felt the gloominess in every situation of life. While other little kids cheered for puppies, Melancholia would cry for the unwanted older dogs at the shelter. For Halloween her classmates would dress up as princesses and fairies, Melancholia was a witch (because spells to transform the bleak world sounded far more appealing.)

The world was her biggest wonder. She didn't understand most human beings, the TV comedies that would make them laugh at others pathetic stupidity, the generic and unsubstantial music that would play on the radio, the trivial every day conversations most people seemed to find connections amongst each other with. She certainly did try, more than anything she wanted to belong. Yet her voice seemed to never be heard, it's low volume and high pitch was always muffled by the background. In groups of people she felt absent, unseen and forgotten. This only increased her sense of sadness and awareness of her invisibility and mortality.

Then one day she saw a group of boys and girls laughing and having fun. As usual she gazed at them with curiosity, bewilderment and jealousy. Upon comparing herself she realized that she was missing something. There was a giant hole in her chest. She touched the hole, then stuffed her arm through it. It was completely empty and exposed. The other children had one-dimensional items covering their holes. Melancholia ran home. She was greeted by her grandmother and noticed that her grandmother's hole didn't exist. It was flesh and blood.

Melancholia asked her, "grandma, what happened to your hole?" Her grandmother responded, "my dear, you are beginning to question your existence. you've finally noticed the hole. we are each born with a hole, a void, but we must choose to fill it. the filling will determine your happiness in life."

Melancholia thought about this for a few minutes. Then asked, "What is happiness?"

Sep 15, 2011

COLOR CΔSTLE| INNOCEN† .END.

So the name is appealing, so are the visuals, the cryptic symbols used in their titles and the darkly twisted algorithm of music... it's my new obsession. I'm glad it's leaking out from hidden basements all over the world. It's time we experience music with substance, profound layers of meaning and subversion. WITCH HOUSE.






Do not believe in everything you see - the owls are not what they
seem. Same thing is to analyse a David Lynch Movie – sometimes a triangle is
not a triangle but a mountain like in Twin Peaks. -
Cosmotropia de Xam of Mater Suspiria Vision



Great article about it:
http://www.cinema-suicide.com/2010/06/12/witch-house-ghost-drone-or-drag-whatever-you-want-to-call-it-its-terrifying/

Delusional Belief

i often overthink the way people feel about me, or see me. i guess i analyze a lot. or maybe i'm just a paranoid person. woohoooo 


Paranoia is a thought process believed to be heavily influenced by anxiety or fear, often to the point of irrationality and delusion. Paranoid thinking typically includes persecutory beliefs, or beliefs of conspiracy concerning a perceived threat towards oneself. Historically, this characterization was used to describe any delusional state.


The word paranoia comes from the Greek "παράνοια" (paranoia), "madness"[1] and that from "παρά" (para), "beside, by"+ "νόος" (noos), "mind".[3] The term was used to describe a mental illness in which a delusional belief is the sole or most prominent feature. In an original attempt at classifying different forms of mental illness